Never satisfied

August 19, 2006 • Saturday
12:15 AM - Always Endure.
Do many notice when I am not around? And somedays I feel clear as celphane. That the distress is written on my cheek and the torture is screaming from my eyes. I am breathing fire from my lungs.

Am I this meak being? Or a strong and swift force among the plastic? Do I have a choice of which I would like to be? Who defines the strong from the weak? Who clarifies the definition of courage when there are no examples to look upon?

With meager words we solemnly pledge, but do any of us seek the consequences of our frailty? Throw your fears to the devil : What a force to be reckoned with you will be. But with strength and courage as your only companions, which day will you choose to give in? You'll throw your weapons down in defeat. You're too tired to take the plunge now. Drag your weary legs to refuge. But there you will find no resolution.

Because you doubted what you could be. You subjected your heart to a warrior. And these warriors know only of freedom from the fairy tales written upon worn pages. Because they die before they can see this freedom bloom.

A Passion Of A Lifetime
All Packed Into One Day
And We've Traveled A Lifetime
Only To See It Thrown Away.

Always enduring- Never Quiting,
Anjee

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August 14, 2006 • Monday
11:49 PM - .Beautifulmussness.
You might be just what I needNo I would not change a thingBeen dreaming of this so longBut we only exist in this songThe thing is, I'm not worth the sorrowAnd if you come and meet me tomorrowI will hold you down, fold you inDeep, deep, deep in the fiction we liveI break in two over youI break in twoAnd if a piece of you diesAutumn, I will bring you back to lifeOf course I see youI do.
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August 6, 2006 • Sunday
4:34 AM - Breakfast at tiffany's
Complicated.
Driven.
Courageous.
Not a quitter.
Contradictory.
Breathless.
Imaginative.
Childish.
Addicting.
Terrified.
Boxed.
Caged.
Free.
Running.
Trying to fly.
Too much.
Over analytical.
Chain smoker.
Deluted artist.
Escape artist.
Scattered.
Forgetful.
Clumsy.
Indesisive.
Pretends to be tough.
Vunderable.
Sensitive.
Forgiving.
Unforgettable.
Meant to be free.
Meant to fly.
Doesn't want to miss a thing.
Doesn't want to feel a thing.
Can't tell a bird not to fly.
Can't tell a girl please to stay.
Tough.
Rigid.
Angry.
Bullet Proof.
Hit me.
Turm me away.
Running.
Breathing.
Can't tell a bird not to fly.
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July 28, 2006 • Friday
6:51 PM - First day of my life Current mood: cynical
"First Day Of My Life"This is the first day of my lifeI swear I was born right in the doorwayI went out in the rain suddenly everything changedThey're spreading blankets on the beachYours is the first face that I sawI think I was blind before I met youNow I dont know where I am I dont know where Ive beenBut I know where I want to goAnd so I thought Id let you knowThat these things take foreverI especially am slowBut I realize that I need you And I wondered if I could come homeRemember the time you drove all nightJust to meet me in the morningAnd I thought it was strange you said everything changedYou felt as if you had just woke up And you said this is the first day of my lifeIm glad I didnt die before I met you But now I dont care I could go anywhere with youAnd Id probably be happySo if you want to be with meWith these things theres no tellingWe just have to wait and seeBut Id rather be working for a paycheckThan waiting to win the lotteryBesides maybe this time is differentI mean I really think you like me
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June 26, 2006 • Monday
12:30 AM - Rumors Current mood: accomplished
Will someone please explain everyone's obession with spreading lies about me? People that I have given the shirt off my own back for time and time again...
All my life all you fools have done is talked and talked. But it's ok. Keep talking. Because I'm sitting here smiling and I'm not worried. Those who believe the things that you hear, then good, go ahead and believe it. Helps me to weed out the 2 faced people from my life.
I know me.
I know the truth.
And better yet, God knows the truth.
And everything comes back around.
So you will get yours and you will see how you feel when all the people you laid down for spit in your face.
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June 1, 2006 • Thursday
3:58 AM - My only hope
Turn to me and be gracious to me, For I am lonely and afflicted.
The troubles of my heart have mulitplied; free my heart from anguish.
Look upon my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins.
See how my enemies have increased and how fiercly they hate me.
Guard my life and rescue me; Let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you.
May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope is in you.
Psalm 25:16-21
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March 20, 2006 • Monday
8:51 PM - I've got nothing to do but smile
I love my life- it is a beautiful thing
I can be pleased by anything or nothing at all
What is the point in always wanting more?
You will never be satisfied.
Chasing whatever you think will fill the void in your soul.
Be satisfied and realize that you are so blessed.
And if you don't see that you are blessed- then maybe you don't deserve to be blessed.
Swinging in the park underneath the stars
and everything is perfect the way it is.
I dont need a new love nor do i need to contemplate old flames.
I don't need new friends or new clothes.
Everything is perfect the way it is because I am here in this
very spot for a reason.
I don't know what God has in store for me tomorrow
but I know he will give me smiles and thats more than enough for me.

(Thank you God- For the air in my lungs. For the roof over my head. For my ability to walk and smile. For all my talents and all my faults. For my family and all my friends and even my enemies. For every hard lesson when I've found myself on my knees with no where to go. For being so gracious with my stubborn and headstrong nature. And for all these people who love me ESPECIALLY for being me- the girl that you created in an image of you. I love you God! THANK YOU FOR THIS LIFE!)




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